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Thursday, December 16, 2010/10:10 AM

Things hasn't been going well today. I'm home alone with nobody to talk to and all I did at home was sleep sleep sleep watch tv, sleep again. My phone was totally silent. But was so thankful that Tasha callEd to share about few stuffs. Her days at work n etc. I totally feel you babe. Cheer up okay syg? ;)

To u; it feels sucks to haf suspected something. Noticed something is wrong. Feel something is fishy. Hmm. But still I'm standing strong not to show it to u. I'm starting to feel kinda regret that I deleted fb. Urgh! After knowing that he Might just deactivate his account just like before n not delete it . Duhh . Nahh. I don't mind. So now bitches out there can't say tat imma bitch nomore. I put my all to my rs. So IF it doesn't work out , I'm not to be blamed fully . Thanks bitches:) now at this point of time which I'm suppose to be well asleep, I'm still wide awaken . Fully , totally thinking of what should I do. Would a gf believe her bf once they haf not been spending alot of quality time together? What ? At work? Yahh, we might be working together but please when we work we work. We are colleagues. I sacrifices my time to accompany u at home. So that we could spent time but ended up u sleep-__- nvm, I understand that ure tired. But hey, if ure tired u should haf told me so we won't meet for that day right? Hmm, I've been tolerating. Maybe I'm not good enough. Maybe I'm not pretty enough. I'm really sorry. I tried to be a perfect gf for u but I failed. Nobody is perfect. I need time spent together. I mean quality times. Hmm. I hate seeing u burning ure midnight oil
just to meet me n let me see ure sleepy face. Hmm. I don't know what I wAnt. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I need your attentions. Hmm. I seriously don't know . But I'm still loving you, sheikh akmal <3

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