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Sunday, October 31, 2010/10:40 PM

♥ cinta♥ cinta♥ cinta♥
My cutest boyfriend on earth never fails to make me smile each time i meet him. Andd thats like everyday? HAhhahH! Kkay, im sharing something here about him. To me this is the FUNNIEST amongst all the funny things he did. We were slacking yesterday night. He lay on my lap cause bby was too tired plus he's sick. Then out of nowhere bby starts to scratch my leg. I just kept quite as i thought he wants my attention as he's not feeling well. While im swipping his hair, he begin to scratch me hardly. Then i started to ask him, -ida- bby, asal ni? gatal ke? *confusion* -babyakmal- taqla b. blakang i gatal so i garok u instead. WTH! I laugh my ass off. He is one crazy guy i swear! Firstly, what does my leg gotta do with his back? Not even in any connections. HhaaHHAHha! siak!siak! Busterd sia idaa. Luckily he dont know my blog. Or else im dead *biting finger* Teehee~

Its 8moredays to our 1monthsary♥

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Sunday, October 24, 2010/11:14 PM

Goshh! im broke! Like totally broke! Wth! 2 more freaking weeks before my payday. God, please be by me andd make 5thNov come faster=( I cant wait to grab the things i crave for ♥ Teehee! Things has went perfectly for me this few days. Except for the $ part -__- Urghh! GREAT! What am i gonna do on my offdays? All my plans are destroyed due to no cash . Mama never stops nagging at me. No money also nag. Got money also nag ( she says im never at home if i have cash ) tsk! This is a good lesson for me. So START SAVING idaa

Other then that, im feeling sad lately... Due to some reasons. About someone. Hmm~ I dont feel good. I feel INSECURE. I wish i could tell you. But nahh, its not a good idea. I dont wanna fight or have any misunderstanding between us. Itll just end up hurting us. So i guess ill just keep it in my heart and share it only in this diary of mine. Why am i feeling this way? Hate this! Should i spare some thoughts for her andd get hurt? Or should i just go with the flow? Hmm~ it seems that both choices might lead to loosing my love.

To her ♥ ; i apologise if you think by me joining this company its a disaster for you. I swear in the name of god i never had any bad intentions. Im just finding some cash for my family n myself. If i know it earlier, i wouldnt have gone through your line. Im sorry. I know im pointless if i keeps on apologising. Cause in the end things happened. Andd ive fallen deeply for him. You've gotta respect that. I know im the one to be blamed. Not him andd not yourself. But come to think about it, if only you told me frankly when we first know each other, things wouldnt be at this state. I care so much about you because it is sincerely from the bottom of my heart. Please, im not born in this world to hurt people. Everything happens for a reason. Im sorry.

To ♥ ; its not that i dont wanna check your fb / phone. Its just that i wanna get hurt NOMORE. I just hope you understands me. Im trying to be your perfect girlfriend just like you are for me ♥ although i know i might be one pain in the ass most of the time but i really want you to know that i l y s m.

Thursday, October 21, 2010/5:27 AM

Sunday, October 17, 2010/11:39 PM

Pheww! So long since i last blogged -.- somehow i feel like deleting this blog but neyhh.. Maybe ill be making onsugar instead.. Hmm, sounds interesting uh? Finally, what i ever dreamt of has come true. That is to have a boyfriend on my birthday=) Hopefully we last.. Dear lovely readers, Im happily attached to one awesome guy in Nabins, ahmad akmal <3 damn=")">

syg kamuu boncett!

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