Fcuk christmas
Saturday, December 25, 2010/4:32 PM
Everything seems so wrong. I'm starting to hate my days of life. Everything seems not right. My Christmas wasn't like usual. My Christmas was plain celebrating with colleagues. I'm beginning to feel no love but just fun. Not even exactly fun laa~ hmm... Everything seems wrong.. Should I confront him? Or just let it be n follow with the flow? Just a day faking n I'm tired already. Hmm... Atleast I make myself to stay with him on Christmas just so n hopefully that he'll spend time with me. Hmm, guess what?! Ended up he sleeps. Just like normal. I couldn't take it anymore. He's treating me like a friend. Yaa, maybe not good enough. But he's different . Very different. Just wish time could change. Although it seems impossible.. He'd rather spend his time enjoying with his cousin other than me. Where I's all his promises? Just Meeting him at work? Hmm, I'm not saying it's not enough but. Urgh! This sucks. Totally sucks. I know Unexplainable incident happens. But this time round it fcuking sucks! U can use your brains to think right? Hmm...