♥ idabells

Happy 19th birthday to me

2011-01-13T10:00:00.000-08:00

Woaaah! Time flies so fast huh? Haiyah! Dah old already:( but it's okay. Life have to still move on. Everyone is getting older n wiser :) my second day of celebrating my birthday which is on 12th January was awesome. A date for just me n baby akmal! Great! I really miss the old time . It's really nice that we could catch up with the old times :) we headed to bugis. Then to town.. Shop till we drop! The later part, we watch a movie in cineleisure , dropby my old working place, say hello to baby then off to watch the tourist! It was a fair movie laa. Bbyakmal love it so much lor. Something crop up during the movie but still the whole day was awesome. Bby sleep over my place again, infact thus time round with mama. Mama love him so much. Mama put alot of hopes to him. I hope he won't bring her down. Hmm ~ okay ! Back to my stories, on my birthday itself, guess what? I went to school -___- bby wake me up late then we both rush to school. He sent me n off home. Tasha n friends come by to celebrate my birthday! It was an unexpected birthday celebration in school, andd they made it at forum siaa. Wth! Soo paiseh! Andd ii got a present from my honeybee , Tasha olsen <3 a bear in a flower stand . Awwhh. Then I head home straight cause mama keeps on calling me. Reached home mama was like soo happy to see me. *so taq pernahpernah* haha! Then, ii tried calling bbyakmal but no answer, then ii receive a call from him saying that he's reaching my place. I was still in my uniform. Laying lazilly on my couch. Not until, jeng jeng jeng! Bbyboy called and say he's outside my place. I open my door and see him holding on to a cake! Omfg! What a sweet surprise! Then sha, bbyboy's cousin came to my place too! Bbyboy bought me a pink gshock watch ! WTF! It's fcuking hotpink n it's so what ii want laaa! The cake was soo yummy! Happy family again, the four of us eat till we full . Bbyboy was hurt by my words actually. He thought ii compared him n my friends. Daddy, ure always diff from anyone else. Your special <3 therefore, I love u so very much !

HAppy 55th birthday mama

2011-01-13T08:37:00.000-08:00

Actually my birthday falls on 13th January but I'm posting this the next day instead , simply because I'm too packed with surprises , parties n etc. Firstly, happy 55th birthday to mama. May all your wishes come true and be healthy and happy always:) this 2011 has changed my life alot. New people , better living , happiness, love n etc . I gotta say without sheikh akmal, life is not complete :) on 11th January 2011, me, sheikh, sister Liz together with mama celebrated mama's birthday . Then the later part bro wan join us free his work. We all enjoyed our day that day. Me n baby akmal bought mama a Charles n Keith handbag n an ice cream cake from swensens *sluuurrpps* sungguh sedap! We had our dinner in hajah maimunah which is on sis Liz treat n supper at sakunthalas food palace which is on bro wan's treat. Happy family! Just a little funny story to share, one dumb guy working at hajah maimunah thought it was my birthday and so he wished me with a wide smile then I make him malu by saying, eerrr, sorry, it's my MOM'S birthday with a sarcastic smile. Sooo dumb, which birthday girl would wanna hide her own cake n light it up for someone else-____- fcuk face~ hahahha! But still I'm happy. We had our leg massage after that. Baby akmal was suffering while that uncle massage fr him. Hahahah! Very cute seyh bby your face. Really I swear.

I hate PMS

2011-01-03T09:38:00.000-08:00

PMS sucks alot. I bet every women in the world would agree with that. Haah! As for mine, poor bf has to suffer pulling through my moody times. Getting shouted for no reasons, not entertained most of the time. Can't take jokes, very sensative. Get fed up easily. Urgh! Pms faster go away!!! I pity my beloved boyfriend alot :( hubby, I'm sorry :( pull through okay ? Cayanq baby akmal byk2<3 ♥ ♥ ♥

Goodbye 2010 , hello 2011 ♥

2011-01-01T18:55:00.000-08:00

First and formost, happy new year my fellow friends and reAders ♥ :) I hope whatever happens in 2010 will be a learning path for me. And that 2011 will be better for sure. My 2010 was not bad but I wish 2011 will be awesome. I'm so gonna celebrate hari raya, my birthday? Christmas andd new year for sure this time round cause I've been missing it in 2010. Other than that, it'll be 11more days to me officially turns 19. Awwhh. Sumpah taq sabar. But still, not hoping so much. Cause don't wanna be dissapointed like last year. Pictures will be uploaded later in afew days time cause I've got no time to go to myracons place to upload. Heh heh! Been busy working n etc. Met up with like so many friends in Nabins. And most of them were shocked to see me working there. I miss my bestfriend so much. Each time when I'm sad, angry happy, I'll always think of her. Awwhh ♥ ♥ ♥

Lastly , I love you boyfriend , sheikh♥ Ahmad ♥ akmal ♥

When love means so much

2010-12-28T09:24:00.000-08:00

2010-12-28T08:52:00.000-08:00

Fcuk christmas

2010-12-25T16:32:00.000-08:00

Everything seems so wrong. I'm starting to hate my days of life. Everything seems not right. My Christmas wasn't like usual. My Christmas was plain celebrating with colleagues. I'm beginning to feel no love but just fun. Not even exactly fun laa~ hmm... Everything seems wrong.. Should I confront him? Or just let it be n follow with the flow? Just a day faking n I'm tired already. Hmm... Atleast I make myself to stay with him on Christmas just so n hopefully that he'll spend time with me. Hmm, guess what?! Ended up he sleeps. Just like normal. I couldn't take it anymore. He's treating me like a friend. Yaa, maybe not good enough. But he's different . Very different. Just wish time could change. Although it seems impossible.. He'd rather spend his time enjoying with his cousin other than me. Where I's all his promises? Just Meeting him at work? Hmm, I'm not saying it's not enough but. Urgh! This sucks. Totally sucks. I know Unexplainable incident happens. But this time round it fcuking sucks! U can use your brains to think right? Hmm...

I'll start faking from now on.

2010-12-24T13:22:00.000-08:00

My heart told me to do so. Andd I believe I must follow my heart cause it's the best for me. Maybe I'm never good enough. So be it. Find another one :) but before that leave me . Hmm. Nothing much to update. It's just that i'm feeling sucky this whole month. Hmm. I don't wish to elaborate more cause someone simply has my link so yaa. If u people feel like knowing just holla me up n ask me yourself or other alternatives if can't get through me, holla my bestie, Tasha:) she's the only one who knows exactly how I feel. Hmm. I hate faking but I have to. I'm sorry. Sooner or later when I can't fake anymore it'll end :) everything will be back to it's origins. Happy Christmas fellow readers.

P.s ; I know what's gonna happen next, cry and then no change but worst off. Hmm. Goodbye my birthday wish. So not looking forward for my birthday cause i'm just not gonna celebrate it. I've made up my mind.

Finally tomorrow is offday !

2010-12-21T00:55:00.000-08:00

Wootswoots^^ besok offday sayaa:) I'm gonna spent my dy sleeping sleeping sleeping. Most prolly will be meeting boyfie later in the afternoon^.* other than that work sucks to the core. Cause something happened to me. Guess what?! I tripped and fall infront of the customer. Wth! Thanks to that idiotic matS -.-' they were disturbing me while I'm trying my best to get away from them and it was raining suddenly. So I'm left with no choice but to clear the tables n chairs n put it under shelter. So as I was carrying that table and walking quickily , I tripped and fall due to the metal stand that has to be there to support the projector. It freaking hurts okay! WTF! Seriously lorr. I hate to have any marks or anything on my body and now I haf it on my legs n lips! Urgh! Saaaaakeet! Benci benci benci! Dear marks , pls go away asap can? Andd the great part was boyfie just said ' ohh, siket je laa, taqde pape laa b' -________-' I'm not done yet. Actually I don't mind boyfie saying all that cause to the matter of facts, it is just a small cut on my lips n legs. But this kepoo customer when up to me trying to touch my forehead as he saw that incident and wanted to see if I'm okay. I escape through and just wok as per normal. I can't be bothered to touch up my make up after that. Urgh! Worst incident ever! Duhh! Damn angry!

Lately I've not been uploading pictures as much , cause thanks to my sis who borrow me her lappy with NO Internet*sarcastic smile* dear readers, pray for me that I'll have enough cash n buy my pink Sony crystal eye lappy okay?! Sayang semua<3 charloos ! Sampai ketemu lagy yaa? If nampak kat luar Silaa tegur:)

Zoukout down! Next , countdown ! Urgh! BORES!

2010-12-16T11:41:00.000-08:00

Just go to bed... Just imagine my hands are ard u playing with ure hairs. Swipping it over n over again. Kissing ure forehead. n my palm is under ure cheeks. Goodnight. Sleep tyte my prince. That's the way my baby boy goes to bed. No matter how dissapointed, mad or hurt by him, at the end I'll be back to loving him just like I always do. Hmm.. Zouk out 2010 is over. Now my next urge is the countdown. Duhh! In What? 14days time? FML ! Nomore party for me :( I can forsee how boring can my birthday be this time round. Maybe I should just go to work forget about celebrating. Hmm. Take in money more better than losing out money. Cannot pamper myself. *wish list* a hot pink two strips Birkenstock, small lady Bonia wallet, many many bangles from Diva long dresses <3 Shit! How sucks could this be?! I need to spent on my birthday?! Urgh! Mama's birthday is coming ! Just two days before mine :( soo goodbye wishlists *sadsad face*

FML

2010-12-16T10:29:00.000-08:00

The best part now is when I tried calling he sounds so fresh awake. Hmm. I hang up. Maybe it's my fault. I shouldn't call. Cause it's just gonna hurt more. Boyy, I won't call you anymore. Enough of the hurts you brought me to :) my fcuking birthday is fcuking coming andd I think I'm not gonna get what I fcuking wished for, that is to be happily attached to someone. Friends, I'm sorry for everything . But please. I'm not throwing u guys or even moving away. I was just too carried away with work n etc. My family is having a major problem, boyy, u weren't there. Where were you when I needed u the most ? You are nowhere to be found. Dear blog, you're the only person left for me to share. I need someone badly. To rely on. To lend on. Called Tasha but she didn't pick up. I don't have mas's new cell no. So I can't get through her. I need someone like NOW. You are a totally changed person. I swear. I can't believe things are happening this fast. This is hell. Making decisions so fast , this is the results. I'm so not in the mood. I just hope friends could come back n cheer me up but I know it's neve gonna happen.

My birthday is coming. I'm turining 19. But I'm not looking forward to it. *1st ; I wished I could be that Jura bitch which is so pretty n sexy. At the same time I wish I could be that 'old friend' of urs wearing tudung with good reputations to your family. Who the fcuk u want me to be?! Gosh! I'm left in the middle. Not knowing who to be. It feels sucks when u have to be someone just to be loved . Omg. Why is this happening?! I need some space! FML FML!

2010-12-16T10:10:00.000-08:00

Things hasn't been going well today. I'm home alone with nobody to talk to and all I did at home was sleep sleep sleep watch tv, sleep again. My phone was totally silent. But was so thankful that Tasha callEd to share about few stuffs. Her days at work n etc. I totally feel you babe. Cheer up okay syg? ;)

To u; it feels sucks to haf suspected something. Noticed something is wrong. Feel something is fishy. Hmm. But still I'm standing strong not to show it to u. I'm starting to feel kinda regret that I deleted fb. Urgh! After knowing that he Might just deactivate his account just like before n not delete it . Duhh . Nahh. I don't mind. So now bitches out there can't say tat imma bitch nomore. I put my all to my rs. So IF it doesn't work out , I'm not to be blamed fully . Thanks bitches:) now at this point of time which I'm suppose to be well asleep, I'm still wide awaken . Fully , totally thinking of what should I do. Would a gf believe her bf once they haf not been spending alot of quality time together? What ? At work? Yahh, we might be working together but please when we work we work. We are colleagues. I sacrifices my time to accompany u at home. So that we could spent time but ended up u sleep-__- nvm, I understand that ure tired. But hey, if ure tired u should haf told me so we won't meet for that day right? Hmm, I've been tolerating. Maybe I'm not good enough. Maybe I'm not pretty enough. I'm really sorry. I tried to be a perfect gf for u but I failed. Nobody is perfect. I need time spent together. I mean quality times. Hmm. I hate seeing u burning ure midnight oil
just to meet me n let me see ure sleepy face. Hmm. I don't know what I wAnt. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I need your attentions. Hmm. I seriously don't know . But I'm still loving you, sheikh akmal <3

baby akmal♥

2010-11-17T20:30:00.000-08:00

Baby akmal ♥ .. Come back soon please.. I miss you alot ! gossh! Guess what? im having this blog like for so long but my own bf doesnt know it. Hahhaaha! This is the only way i can let out my feelings to my dear readers. Baby got me a couple ring. I love it so much.Few days ago Its baby akmal's brother's girlfriend's birthday. woohoo! that is so long huh? yeahh, we all had a great time despite the fact that me n babyakmal has to work. bro hyder(baby's brother) mariamme(bro hyder's gf) apit and many more which im yet to introduce came over to Nabins. So there is where they celebrated Mariamme's birthday. First of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MARIAMME!♥ Something crop up while they're celebrating her birthday. Urgh! i dont feel like mentioning it. Baby is just not being FAIR! andd i hate unfair people. hmm.. Now my feeling of being insecure is getting outta hands. I really hope babyakmal can stop talking n giving me all kinds of promises. What i really need now is ACTIONS. I really love this rs. Dear God, please save my rs♥. Amiin =(

i love my cute boyfriend♥

2010-10-31T22:40:00.000-07:00

♥ cinta♥ cinta♥ cinta♥
My cutest boyfriend on earth never fails to make me smile each time i meet him. Andd thats like everyday? HAhhahH! Kkay, im sharing something here about him. To me this is the FUNNIEST amongst all the funny things he did. We were slacking yesterday night. He lay on my lap cause bby was too tired plus he's sick. Then out of nowhere bby starts to scratch my leg. I just kept quite as i thought he wants my attention as he's not feeling well. While im swipping his hair, he begin to scratch me hardly. Then i started to ask him, -ida- bby, asal ni? gatal ke? *confusion* -babyakmal- taqla b. blakang i gatal so i garok u instead. WTH! I laugh my ass off. He is one crazy guy i swear! Firstly, what does my leg gotta do with his back? Not even in any connections. HhaaHHAHha! siak!siak! Busterd sia idaa. Luckily he dont know my blog. Or else im dead *biting finger* Teehee~

Its 8moredays to our 1monthsary♥

$$$

2010-10-24T23:14:00.000-07:00

Goshh! im broke! Like totally broke! Wth! 2 more freaking weeks before my payday. God, please be by me andd make 5thNov come faster=( I cant wait to grab the things i crave for ♥ Teehee! Things has went perfectly for me this few days. Except for the $ part -__- Urghh! GREAT! What am i gonna do on my offdays? All my plans are destroyed due to no cash . Mama never stops nagging at me. No money also nag. Got money also nag ( she says im never at home if i have cash ) tsk! This is a good lesson for me. So START SAVING idaa

Other then that, im feeling sad lately... Due to some reasons. About someone. Hmm~ I dont feel good. I feel INSECURE. I wish i could tell you. But nahh, its not a good idea. I dont wanna fight or have any misunderstanding between us. Itll just end up hurting us. So i guess ill just keep it in my heart and share it only in this diary of mine. Why am i feeling this way? Hate this! Should i spare some thoughts for her andd get hurt? Or should i just go with the flow? Hmm~ it seems that both choices might lead to loosing my love.

To her ♥ ; i apologise if you think by me joining this company its a disaster for you. I swear in the name of god i never had any bad intentions. Im just finding some cash for my family n myself. If i know it earlier, i wouldnt have gone through your line. Im sorry. I know im pointless if i keeps on apologising. Cause in the end things happened. Andd ive fallen deeply for him. You've gotta respect that. I know im the one to be blamed. Not him andd not yourself. But come to think about it, if only you told me frankly when we first know each other, things wouldnt be at this state. I care so much about you because it is sincerely from the bottom of my heart. Please, im not born in this world to hurt people. Everything happens for a reason. Im sorry.

To ♥ ; its not that i dont wanna check your fb / phone. Its just that i wanna get hurt NOMORE. I just hope you understands me. Im trying to be your perfect girlfriend just like you are for me ♥ although i know i might be one pain in the ass most of the time but i really want you to know that i l y s m.

2010-10-21T05:27:00.000-07:00

2010-10-17T23:39:00.000-07:00

Pheww! So long since i last blogged -.- somehow i feel like deleting this blog but neyhh.. Maybe ill be making onsugar instead.. Hmm, sounds interesting uh? Finally, what i ever dreamt of has come true. That is to have a boyfriend on my birthday=) Hopefully we last.. Dear lovely readers, Im happily attached to one awesome guy in Nabins, ahmad akmal <3 damn=")">

syg kamuu boncett!

2010-08-10T09:41:00.000-07:00

2010-05-26T08:24:00.000-07:00

WORKING WORKING ANDD WORKING!

2010-05-25T21:40:00.000-07:00

WORKING , WORKING , WORKING! DUHH!

But its okaay. As long as i get to buy y RED G-SHOCK WATCH,than itll be just fine=) My pay won't be as much for me to buy all the things i wanted. Terpakselah save duit and buy them slowly...

A CHART OF THE THINGS I WANTED
# RED G-SHOCK WATCH (soon)
# RED NETBOOK (from my sister soon)
# REPAIR MY SPOILT PSP OR MAYBE GET A NEW ONE (next pay)
# HOT PINK IPHONE COVER(soon)
# CHARLES n KEITH HIGH HEELS(next pay)
# BEAUTIFUL BANGLES(soon)
# HOT PINK/RED BIRKENSTOCK SLIPPERS(next2 pay)
# HOT PINK DIGITAL CAMERA(next3 pay)* so ex lurh!
many more belom terfikir. . . klau da pk aru letak=)

So, anyone that pity me and wish to get me those items above pls do so. HEES! Taqtau malu nye anak!

2010-05-13T06:23:00.000-07:00

Hey! I swear i miss blogging larh!But this is going to be just a short post as my schedule are all tight with all things. Theres alot of things happened in my life. Ups andd downs that i need to go through. But whats most important is that i think i found that Mr. Right! Hhahah! Sweetly attached to Mr. Muhammad Abdullah on 14th February 2010. Andd, im currently schooling in ite simei!! In Beauty andd Spa management! =) I joined their dance club andd now im working at town area. So dropby sayanggs! kkay, im freaking busy right now, ill update with pictures the next stop =) Take care readers! xoxo

2009-12-10T00:54:00.000-08:00

Hey readers! Found myself a job. Hehh! Ermenegildo Zegna. Actually i got this job from a goood friend of mine by the name of Farhi. So, credits to him=). Should thank him alot cause without this work i think ill be jobless till o levels results. Errgg! Boredd. Starting my dance back. Might be having a crew meet up this sunday. If my dancers can make it lar. Ofcourse. Tomorrow my close friend MIRACONS is flying off to Australia. To go for her hols with her BF and sister. Hopes she enjoys herself and BRING BACK SOME OLEH2 FOR ME!! Heeh! Might be sending her off tomorrow evening. After that off to silat maybe. Ohhshudds! Ive got dance prac tomorrow as well. I mean im suppose to join Rabiaa's crew for dance sessions. But she keeps mute so im not sure if its still on. Before that will be meeting Dewi andd head to orchard. Hee! I SWEAR I MISS HER HELL LOT! Meet shakira after that and head to airport to send MIRACONS Off. till here.

2009-11-30T05:13:00.000-08:00

This picture is taken quite some time ago. Guess what?! I just received it from MyraBabi. HahhahHAH!! Miss my Gfs!!! Omg! Biler mau outing lagy? Damn! Heeh!

As for my love life. Someone seems to capture my heart. Hope this time he's my Mr right. Love him alot. Hope we last. 141109 will always be remembered. But he's acting single infront of everybody=(. DAMN! Thats the saddess part in my love story. . Looking forward to meet him, pinch him . Hhahaah!

Hope everything aint gonna be the same again now. I hope theres no stop to our love. Andd i hope things wont be repeated AGAIN. iM sorry i cant seems to trust you dat easy. After all has happened in my previous... I just hope you understand, trust might be important in every rs. But it is not everything boy. Trying my very best to put away my pasts and start everything brand new with you. You made me alive once again in LOVE. Im used to be phobia each time i come across the word LOVE. Thanks. i hope when you step in my heart, you will never leave me. EVER. Please promise me that. ILY. and dats forever. Muahs.

2009-11-08T03:30:00.000-08:00

My days were mostly spent with family.. Urgh! How boring could that sound??!! HhaHahAHH!! But actually its not that typical boring lar. We catch up with each other, we do alot of things together like, movies, fishing, playing at timezone, dinners, lunch, suppers... Many more... The most best thing that i love going out with family is i dont need to use my money to buy anything. Free movies and etc. Have great fun disturbing my bro, Rizal. Especially on his new hair cut due to reservice.. Andd, my bro's reservice is at Mandai sia. WTH! hahha!! Pityful lahh abg. . . Haishh, Missed my fellows Gfs, Bfs andd BFF! Ohhmy! When will it be 11/11... Met Eyla onn my way to bedok just now. We took the same bus but headed to different places. We chatted like hell lot lar.. hahhahAHH!! When i reached home, met cousin at my neighbours's places. He stayed overnight there since he come out from D.b... ANDD!!! He told me something bout HYM. He saw hym in d.b... They chatted ... Andd appparently they chatted bout me. Damn! Ni mesti badmouth aku kann?? ahaAHHAHhh!! No lar. i love my cousin. Andd, we'r close too. Its impossible that he would badmouth me lar.. Haishh, 13th?13th?13th? hmm... My birthday is coming in 2months 5 days...eerrrggg! Cant wait to turn legal! WEE!

counting on days.3more days to go...

Andd,

i hope what i heard was true. . . God knows how i feel after hearing frm cousin... Hmm...

2009-10-29T04:30:00.000-07:00

Today i spend my day with Tasha and Sacina. They accompanied me at home as ive got curfew till my Os are done. Haishh.

Biler mau enjoy lagy seh. No life sia Bai! HaHHAHa!!

I woke up at 12plus as i slept late last night. Can't sleep seh. Skip my breakfast and had lunch with my dearest Hubbies near my place . I enjoyed my laksa with their company. Andd we take a walk at Ubi to kill our time. Waiting for momma to left the house with abg Jap.

When they left, we watch a horror movie at my cribs. Had lots of fun. Im obviously scared larhs! Horror movie sia. Sape tak takot?!

HahahHA! When to shop annd save after the movie to grab afew stuffs. Saw HASSAN and friends. My beloved cuzzie were there too. Joined my family for dinner as soon as Tasha gone off for work.

Thats about it today. Will update more the next time im free to blog! Takecre readers!

i miss those time im not kept alone.hmm.counting days

2009-10-28T05:24:00.000-07:00

Hello readers ! Sorry for the inactive blog. Im busy with my o levels lately. Seek your understanding. Hmm , when will 11/11 ever come. After that, im a free bird! Yuhuu! Just seat for my maths paper just now. Its so damn dissapointing lah! Didnt had chance to finishh up my script! Damn! Now, English and Maths are done! Science , Art, Combined Humans andd MALAY else to go. Omg! My Malay suck can? Sometimes im so embarrassed to show my previous O level malay result to anyone. Haish. Ohh God! Pls... b3 would be just fine for me. Haishh.. Met Tasha this morning. She came to my school. Missed her alot sia! Had lots of fun with her. sORRY,Can't blog as much today. As ive got to jiayou for my other papers. Enjoy reading pals!

Miss those times. . . Maybe its just fate? Hmm. Hope u feels the same way too. If i could turn the time, i would change afew episods of my life. ily baybes!!

2009-08-24T01:15:00.000-07:00

HelloHello people!
Siapa yang nak pergi bazaar sila ajak idaa okaay. Winks!

mini intergrasio

2009-08-22T06:11:00.000-07:00

2009-08-22T05:50:00.001-07:00

HelloHello People =)
Sorry For The Dead Blog . Hee !
Was Very Busy Lately Andd Never Had Time To Touch Any Computers.
The Pictures i Upload Was Taken During The Mini InterGrasio At Tampines North Cc.
Most Of My Friends Who Entered This Competition Won Gold.
Special Congrats To
FIRDAUS
AIRAH NATALIE
ALFI
ZURAH
MIRA IDORA
NADYA FISHBALL
SHIRA
SYAFIQ
EBOY
IRFAN
andd To The Others Who is Not Listed ,Im Sorry.
Patah Lah Tangan Idaa If Nak Letak Name Sume Kann =)
Days in school was Damn Stressing.
I got C5 for My Malay O Levels.
Gosh!
Im Soo Not In The Mood To Talk About it.
Till Here ...
Will Try My Very Best To Update More The Next Time Round.
TAKE CARE PEOPLE.
BAZAAR, IM ON MY WAY !
HEES !

2009-08-22T05:35:00.000-07:00

2009-07-27T01:37:00.001-07:00

Sorry ! Blog mati! Hehh !
Nahh , My PiChAs . gUeSs WhAt?!!
I fInAlly Go NdP lAhH =)
happening okaay!
Let the pictures do the talking=)
Muaahs ♥

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2009-06-30T01:19:00.000-07:00

Hello people !

Sorry if i wasn't active lately . Was kept up with sooo many things. And for people who don't know, im currently working. So , if im not too free or you received late replys please understand.Kalau senang2 datang lahh eyh at my work place. For eeps who don't know where im working please do ask me urself!THANK YOU.

Will try my very best to update more frequently okay. As im receiving lots of comments saying that my blog is dead. Belom lagy eyh ,don't anyhow.No outing lately.Only to workto school .and to my tuition place. HOW GREAT IS THAT.Takpelah. Must bare with it till the end of my Os. Wish me luck tahu sume!

Haish, planning to high light my hair,cut and maybe rebonding. But all that must wait till . . .U know lahh kann.

Alot of things happened.
I still have no answers to my quests that is wondering in my head.
Maybe TIME WILL TELL....
But when will it happen?
The hurt from the past still make me unsure of you.
For what i know, im not ready for anything as im too scared to even open my heart anymore.

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IT JUST MAKES ME CRAZY !

MY DAMN RESULTS !

2009-05-27T06:29:00.000-07:00

RESULTS ,

it is so damn dissapointing lah .I failed like hell can ?Wah lao .Sian ley .But cannot give up .Must jiayou !Its not the end of the world what ...Its just Mid year exams .Haha !I talk like real but me myself under alot of stress .Saying all the good things just to make myself feel better .Although it doesn't really make it better at all .DAMN !I regret not studying !!!The best thing in the world that i want to share with all of you readers is that im BEAUTIFULLY GROUNDED TILL THE END OF MY O LEVELS !I suddenly feel like i've got no life sia .My mom finds out about my results .& insist me to go study .She checks my daily schedule &keep track of the time i reach home .I skipped tuition yesterday ,i think i too stress liao lahh ,until i become gong kia . I skipped tuition but i go & seats under my voideck .How stupid can i be ?Hahah !Not exactly stupid okay .Its stressful you know .I bet my other classmates or O Levelmates feels the same .

RESULTS FOR MY MID YEAR ;

FAILED ;

-ENGLISH (by a few marks)

-Science

-Maths

-Combined Humans

PASSED ;
-Mother Tongue
-& Art

My teacher gave me a target to meet .I promised myself to achieve it .
TARGET ;
PASSED
ENGLISH
C.HUMANS
MATHS

BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY IS A1 FOR MY UPCOMING O LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE PAPER

Before anything ,i would like to appologise as i can't be using the lappy as much as i had to be a little more dissipline & complete all the assignments assigned to me .
To my Darlinks ; Wait for me hor .Soon after i end my Os ,we go crazy again okay .Love you all sia !MUAHS !SIGNING OFF =))

=((

2009-05-20T07:53:00.000-07:00

Today i have less to talk about as im down with very high fever .Went to school but i took early departure at 9am as i cant take it anymore .
Thanks my belove friends ...Neyh ,let her be .She's just coward to show herself up .Haha !To her ,a defination of clever is by spamming others blog ...But to the rest of us ,its shit !Opps ..If you get offended ,please do meet me after school on friday thank you .Im more than happy to meet you and find out who's the retarded GIRL .
I've got my results for my Mid year exams .Gosh ,i did not even fairly sia .I need more revisions ,more and more time spent with my books .
InterGrasio is coming ,goodluck fighters .GO FIGHT WIN !
CHEY !Personally to my belove Tasha ,hope she win all her matches ,aminn.Tengok ,baekkan aku .GOSH !i miss Hidayah ,Avril ,Nurul ,Qiulian ,Peiyi ,and not forgotten ,ANU ...hmm ,after my Os ,we will surely have an outing together .FOR SURE .=))
off to eat my medicines .

BODOH MEETS BABI ON SATURDAY♥

2009-05-16T06:36:00.000-07:00

♥♥MY DAY AT AMIRA'S HOUSE ...
♥♥♥WHEN BODOH MEETS BABI , THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS . . . ♥♥

2009-05-14T01:01:00.000-07:00

OkAyY ,My BlOg Is So dEaD ...hAhAKz !!
im GonNa rEaLiVe iT So enJOy ReAdInG fEllOw PaLs !!

dEaR ReAdErS ,sOrRy FoR tHe InCoNvInIeNcE .HEH !
mY bLoG wAs DeaD aS iM bUsY sTuDyInG aNd CrAcKiNg My BrAiN OuT oF mYsELf For My MiD yEaR eXaMs ,iN oThEr WoRdS My PrElIm oNe ..DaRm !!
i HaD nO pApeR ToDaY tHaT's WhY i wEnT bLoGgInG ...
HMM ,wHaT hApPeNeD YeStErDay ,WhErE I WeNt AnD wHaT tImE iM hOmE :
i WeNt TuItIoN wItH tAsHa ,eLLy ,MyRa....
TASHA - aku mntk ampun aku lmbt lagy ...hrp ko maafkn aku k kembarku tersyg .
yEsTeRdAy WeNt OvEr To aMiRa's pLaCe ...
sTaYeD UnTiL LiKe tHrEE a.m iN tHe MoRniNg ..hahah !!
acTuALLy pLAnNeD tO tOn BuT sHe'Ve GoT papeR s ToDaY ...
AMIRA - baekk ,bnyk ko peh nk sneak out ...haha !
BaCk To My StOrY ...
bEfOrE tHaT ,mYrA HaD a iNccIdEnT iN hEr hOuSE .I fElt So BaD aS iTs SoMeKiNd Of mY fAuLt . sHe HuRt hEr LeG .
a gLaSS mUg fELL dIrEcT tO heR LeG .
iT wAs BlEediNg Like So BaDlY ...
i DiDnT kNoW wHaT tO dO .
AfTeRaLL iTs My FaUlT tHaT im ThIrStY aNd ShE tOoK ThE wAtEr fOr Me .
i HeLpEd HeR ..
hEr BlOoD dAsHeD OuT oF HeR bOdY lIkE WaTeR Siaa ..
WatCh HeR sLeEp tHeN mY SiS anD mY fUtUrE bRotHeR iN lAw fEtCh Me ..
ToDaY i HaVe No pApEr ...
sO nO sChOoL ...
HEH !
BuT tOmOrroW i hAvE HiStOrY papERS .GoDd !!
mUsT pAsT oR eLsE iM dEaD ...
K.La ...LaZy To TaLk aNd Im SuRe YoU pEoPlE aLsO lAzY tO ReAd AlSo .
sO lEt ThE pIcTuRe Do ThE tAlKiNgs ...

2009-04-08T21:32:00.000-07:00

sorry ... my blog is dead due to my busy schedule in studies .

2009-01-22T22:56:00.000-08:00

iM vErY bUsY tOdAy .Im SoRrY rEaDeRs ...
CaN't WrItE aNytHiNg MuCh .TaKeCrEs HoTsTuFfS !

2009-01-20T23:57:00.000-08:00

WoOoOWoWo !!!

LOOK BELOW !
dAtS sO mEe wItHoUt mAkE uP !
HAHA !kEcO pEr ...
bTw ,tHaNkS MiNdY ...
gOsHh ,hOw i LoVe To Be aLoNeEeeEeEe ....

tOdAy dId NoThInG mUcH eXcEpT cHaSe RaFi tHe WhOle sChOoL ...
NyAyAhHa !!!
ThaT iRRiTaTiNg FeLLoW ...
SaMe CLaSs SoMeMoRe ...
dAmNn !!
tHaNkS fOr ThE kItKaT bTw ...
dAh BaGi MnTk BaLeK ..
bUrUk SikU uHh ...
BACINNN !!

FRIDAY ,BIRTHDAY SHABRINA .NYEYEHEHEHE !!!
YOU OWE ME 17 PUNCHES DEAREST !

iloveyou...

photos!

2009-01-20T04:54:00.001-08:00

upload by mindy! will upload more tomorrow!

tired. u've got too much photo

i'll help u upload tomorrow

yea yea u're super good! i'm very touch!

2009-01-20T02:53:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO MY DEAREST
MINDY LI XU MIN
TOMORROW !!!
HeHeHhE !!!
HoW MiNdY ,i SwEet Or NoT uHh ??
AAhahHAH !
gOsHh ,EarLy In ThE mOrNiNg MaKe My BeLoVeD bEsTfRiEnD ,mInDy AnGrY ..
WoKe Up LaTe aNd ShE hAs To WAiT fOr mE uNdEr My bLk ...
i sWeAr I wAs ReaLLy ToO TiReD YeStErDaY ...
bF iS mY pRoOf !!
HA HA !!
aFTeR sChOoL WeNt BaCk HoMe ,eAt tHeN TaLk On ThE pHoNe wiTh My EaSt sIdE !!
LALALALALALA !!!
My SiS wEnT bAcK aNd I aCcOmPaNy HeR OuT fOr AwHiLe .ThEn EnDeD Up BuYiNg My ScHoOL sTuFfS iNsTeAd Of HeRs ..nyAYyayyayA !!!
BoUgHt MiNdY a sMaLL bUt MeAnInGfuL BiRtHdAy GiFt ..
dUe To NoT eNoUgH cAsH ...
Sorry Mindy if you don't like the present i bought for you .
Promised to have an outing with her , Nicholas and EaStsIdE sOoOOoOoONnNnnNNn ...
i'L tRy My BeSt To sInG yOu A bIrThDaY sOnG oKaYy ...
haha !!
HoPeS oUr FrIeNdShIp LaStS !!
Muacks !!!

Love doesn't mean you need to have ...Love is how you treated that someone ...

2009-01-18T23:07:00.000-08:00

13th JANUARY !!!
OH MY GOD !
ITS LIKE ,ALMOST EVERYONE FORGET MY BIRTHDAY CANN ?
DAMN !
Thanks to
rahmatdan ,
dewi ,
azmi ,
iskandah ,
tasha ,
namira n shameerah ,
rohani ,
dinie ,
arip ,
mamat ,
mindy ,
shabrina ,
winnie n evonne ,
kok yick ,
lee cheng ,
karan ,
hidayah ,
titichakz ,
and many others if i forget to type ur name ,THANKS DEARESTS for wishing me on my birthday !!
MUCH APPRECAITE THAT !
Latest updates , ive gt BF already cann ...
got this crazy guy who out of nowhere appear in my life ..
HaHha !kEcOo DoKk ,
tRy TuH uPdAtE MoRe De nExT tYmE rOuNd...
TaTaa pEePs !
idaaaa signing off to the ladies .nyehehe!

2009-01-11T07:08:00.000-08:00

2008-10-28T02:39:00.000-07:00

I want to start working !!!

i need cash siaa !!!

DAMN !!

sYiK CaRiK kEjE TaK dPt2 JeE .

mEnGaMoK sAk aKu .

urgh !

iM aTtChEdd To My BeLoVeD bF ,rAhMaTdAn

HaNdS oFf GeRLs ! hIs MiNe .

iwillloveyounowandforever.

2008-10-20T04:57:00.000-07:00

Natassia feat ida
Today my days are so busy . Woke up at 1.15 pm ...heheh!! Was damn late to meet Shaheed ,dewi and XiuHui .Meet them at 3.15 and im 1hours late ! Woow ! Me and Dewi went to Marina to find work at NEWURBANMALE and TOPSHOP .Great or what ?!!
Ha Ha !PeNaT sIoTt !!
aFter that went to Tampines to find work at action city !
MAMPOS !
padahal dahh tutup dahh lame siaa .
penat siak aku !!
uurrrgghhh !
Dahh2 ,aku nak alek tdo !
BYEBYE !

2008-10-14T21:09:00.050-07:00

Hari raya is so happening for me !
hahaha!!
Had alot of fun going out with friends and family .Sorry for the previous post as i dont really talk that much .Hehheheh!!
Too tired going out amost everyday for ang pao collection !
So ,let the picture talk for me .

YeAaAaa!!! im getting myself a pink camera todayy !!!
the same as Tasha (my twin okay) *winks*

Yesterday night ,had a talk with Tasha bout her unfaithful g.friend that chose a guy over a close friend that she knows for nine years .WOW !Human nowadays just dont know how to treasure FRIENDS ! Haizz ... cheer up okayy my bestie .

Had a talk with Khalil too . He's so irritating can !
he called me GILER for nothing !!!
GREAT or what !!
Damn !

Im missing every moment of you .i Hope you would stop avoiding me .

2008-10-12T04:27:00.000-07:00

2008-08-20T00:19:00.000-07:00

Yeaa ! Like so finally my blog is alive again ! Hohoho !

Dear readers , enjoy yourself reading my blog okay !

Life is great with my dearest boyfriend ! Miss him lahhs !

Dear Mr.Rahmat , when will you bring me out again ?Outing with him last week was FUN ! We watch LOVE GURU at P.S .

Will try my very best to blog often BUT !Lately i can't be blogging everyday as my days are packed with STUDIES & EXAMS .Seek your understanding . Im taking my Ns in 12 days from today .

WOW ! Its coming in no time !

i've got alot of assignments to do .

Wasn't in a good mood lately .Was under some pressure . Naah , shall just keep it to myself.

Days have past , its been awhile since i ever talk to you . I hope things would be fine between you and me . Alot has been shared with you . Even people miss took you as my twinnie . Why must things ended up this way ? Would a simple sorry make up to the mistake i've made ? Just wish i could tell you the truth .

Tasha ,no matter what happens , you will always be my b.friend

idaaa